January 20, 2012 was and will always be the worse day of my life. I lost a family member and a piece of my heart from a horrid car accident. Me and my family are extremely close, so this experience tore us up from the inside out. Rajwaun Raphel Watkins will always be missed. This was the first time I actually felt my heart hurt, it literally ached. Everything was like an out of body experience and we are still trying to heal. I will not put a question mark where God has put a period and God will never put more on you than what you can handle.
A few days after my brother passed away my dad had a kidney replacement, my father was on dialysis for over 10 years and when my cousin passed away they decided to see if my dad was a match and praise god he was ! My brother Rajwaun was my fathers kidney donor.
After all this is occurring I had to return to college and complete Spring Semester 2012 and lord has it been hard to complete. After my dad had the surgery he got an infection because of the medicine and was hospitalized for almost a month. That left my sister, brother in law and nephew because my mother was at the hospital with my dad. The level of stress I have been experiencing is all new to me. I was suppose to be moving out with my best friend but life happens and I ended up loosing people in my life. There comes a point where you just outgrow people, I am so sick of always being the bigger person and people not caring about my feelings and brushing everything off. I can promise it won't happen from here on out. I don't hold grudges and as long as you can apologize and tell me what you apologize for we can work something out, until then... I am a grown woman and has always been a great friend , daughter, auntie, person, and I expect and want and demand the same respect back.
I am now on a journey for a healthy and better lifestyle and I am expecting greatness, be on the look out.
Summer is rapidly approaching so expect more post (:
xoxoCupcake
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